It’s time to write.

It’s time to write. It’s been taking too long. Back in the days, when I feel I was the same, but smaller and younger, I wrote all the time.Stories about witches and magic, about love and loss, a lot of it in the form of poetry. I’ve always told myself and others that I’m ”good […]

DESIRE AND THE URGE TO SACRIFICE

This urge to sacrifice, to relinquish this for that, to choose one way or line of conduct and thus sacrifice another way, to lose in order eventually to gain—such is the underlying story of evolution. This needs psychological understanding. It is a governing principle of life itself, and runs like a golden pattern of beauty […]

VERANDERING

Gisteren stond ik de afwas te doen. Verzonken in gedachten als dat bij mij altijd gepaard gaat. En in 1 van deze hersenspinsels, realiseerde ik me plotsklaps dat ik veranderd was. Dat ik iets waarvan ik eerst zo overtuigd was, onbewust had vervangen door een andere waarheid. Tot nu. Schokkende ontdekking. Namelijk: dat je de […]

gewoon doen.

Niet denken maar doen Geen wil, als, maar, toenGeen stok achter de deur Geen schema’s op kleurGeen plannen voor straks Niet op je gemak Niet eerst koffie of thee En niemand met je mee Niet straks, later, toch Nu, hier, los!

NEW DAY

Each and every day New beginningsAiming far away It’s never too late To start anewAnd make amendsWith what’s lost and few To count your blessings And become wiseFor you are hereTo hypnotizeYour future self Made todayThrow the image of You Away And reconsiderWhat is here to stay ♥

REVELATIONS

Know that it is you and nobody else who writes your story. And that it is you and nobody else who you are travelling with. You came to this world by yourself and you will leave by yourself, so to say. You may share your journey with others and it is together that you may […]

UP

what if… you’d take the road untravelled – the one you haven’t tried –what if you’d change the course of historyand start doing things differently? because what you’ve always doneand what you’ve always ”known”is boomeranging back at youand is now knocking on your door the ways you feel, act and thinkthe choices that you’ve madewhat […]

YOU.

No excusesNo fearNo hidingNo tears Forget the pastFocus nowTake the cards Work with them somehow If you truly wantYou’ll find a wayIf notExcuses will remain You can fool others but never youSelf-deception never lastsYet always Comes around So take in all the blameFeel all the shameLet it flood throughMake it move you You know what […]

C L O U D E D

March 10, 2020 my mind is clouded by thoughts of you today taking over perception taking me astray off-track – away from my centered self floating in past and history forgetting all else there’s no concentration because I need to know where i lost control what has happened in the stream where did I take […]

To Fall

To open your heart To trust To let go Without a safety plan No guarantees Full vulnerability To have faith To be open To disregard The pull of doubt Fear Insecurities To surrender Completely And fully To what is Now Here Present To detach From any outcome Not knowing Where it goes Flows Leads Or […]